Coming up with an adequate title for this book was an interesting process. Most people who know my Scientology story are aware of how traumatic much of my experience was. But those who truly know me, know I have a kind heart and that harping on “all the bad” is not my style. So, the framing of my story will not surprise them.

If we are to be honest with ourselves, life is a mix. It’s full of the good, the bad, the beautiful and the ugly. Those who make it in this world and ultimately lead a happy life are those who learn from the full pallet of their experiences.

It goes without saying that I would not have stuck with Scientology for 37 years if I had not felt I was benefitting. I dare say that others who spent years involved in it all too likely feel the same. But that’s their story to tell, if they wish. This one is mine.

While I didn’t keep a diary, I have a pretty darn good recall of my past. I will do my best to share what I observed and/or experienced as honestly as possible. If I am not clear on the facts, I will say so. 

All in all, my purpose in composing this book is not to shine the light on Scientology in a good or bad way. It is intended to impart a much broader view, a world view of how flawed leadership can have disastrous consequences. 

My hope is that those reading what I have to share will give more thought to how they hold themselves in this world and the impact that small acts have in the present and will have in the centuries to come. 

I have also made a point of including a very comprehensive appendix with resources for you to dive deeper into this subject matter as you see fit.